30 Weeks now and only 10 more weeks to go...milestone because now I am in my 8th month and getting closer to the deadline!

Loads of things are concerning me at this very moment...like for example, will the bedroom furniture we purchased fit in our bedroom afterall. when we bought it we were confident that it will but it has not arrived yet and everytime we walk around the room we are getting less and less confident...

Also, change in lifestyle has already started to take place...no more bars and clubs, no more getting out of bed, take a quick shower and run out of the house, no more staying up with friends till 6 in the morning...and what is about to come in 10 weeks is going to be all the more drastic and life changing...forever...no 'kid'ding!

I guess it is a part of our life to go through these changes and embrace it to make them as less painful to us as possible...but honestly it is easier said than done...there are times when I sit and think of the last few years with Girish and how much fun it was and how it is all going to change in the next few months...

The good thing is knowing that I will have a baby who is mine and mine alone and will crave for my attention and love, and will be the apple of mommy's eye! I cannot wait to see the baby and to celebrate the new life. Self doubts still exist but I am sure I can handle any situation as I have learnt about myself in my previous experiences...so in 10 weeks I am going to be a mommy...with a darling in my arms for whom I might just about do anything...