Tuesday, July 31, 2007

30 Weeks now and only 10 more weeks to go...milestone because now I am in my 8th month and getting closer to the deadline!

Loads of things are concerning me at this very moment...like for example, will the bedroom furniture we purchased fit in our bedroom afterall. when we bought it we were confident that it will but it has not arrived yet and everytime we walk around the room we are getting less and less confident...

Also, change in lifestyle has already started to take place...no more bars and clubs, no more getting out of bed, take a quick shower and run out of the house, no more staying up with friends till 6 in the morning...and what is about to come in 10 weeks is going to be all the more drastic and life changing...forever...no 'kid'ding!

I guess it is a part of our life to go through these changes and embrace it to make them as less painful to us as possible...but honestly it is easier said than done...there are times when I sit and think of the last few years with Girish and how much fun it was and how it is all going to change in the next few months...

The good thing is knowing that I will have a baby who is mine and mine alone and will crave for my attention and love, and will be the apple of mommy's eye! I cannot wait to see the baby and to celebrate the new life. Self doubts still exist but I am sure I can handle any situation as I have learnt about myself in my previous experiences...so in 10 weeks I am going to be a mommy...with a darling in my arms for whom I might just about do anything...

7 comments:

Kasi Alagappan said...

So 10 weeks to go!!!
Is the li'l one kicking u a lot inside?? This weekend I had been to a colleague's house. She and her hubby were blessed with a baby boy on July 17th. The li'l one is cho cute with his kutti kutti fingers and kutti kutti eyes..

Anu Russell said...

ya totally playing football inside me!

Seashells said...

yaaay... time to begin the count down...
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Rain said...

Wow...sounds like a lot to handle!!
But what the heck Anu...another adventure,huh? I'm sure ur life is still gonna be filled with fun...along with the kid!!!

Anu Russell said...

@ Seashells..

ya dude count downing only...sometimes excitement...sometimes fear ;)

@ Rain...

vazhkayila idhu ellam sagajam appa...i wish i could say that...but really sometimes the pressure is just too much...to be a perfect parent...to raise a perfect kid...seems like it might just suck the fun out of life...but like you said...i will try to make the best out of it ;)

Preetha said...

Dont worry Anu..we all will initiate the baby into r group and teach all the good things that its supposed to know from day one ;-)

Good luck

Anu Russell said...

ya machi...i guess that is one of my greatest fears!!!